this spring (josefsson)
mount yurway (tingsek)
she devil (tingsek)
back home (tingsek)
stuck (tingsek)
suicidal highway (tingsek)
always unexpected (tingsek)
breathe (josefsson)
the role of a soldier (tingsek)


























this spring (josefsson)


This was not like i thought it would be, now i´m running. Trying to get rid of my own history,
i´m not hiding.

This spring won´t go dry i´ll always be yours. Right now it´s your time to belive.

I´ve been running into painted walls, great illusions. When i achive what i thought was my dream, everything falls.
This spring...............
















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mount yurway (tingsek)


I´m sweating it´s a time-trial to kill. I´m standing on the edge, i don´t know if i will.
Hesitating, hyperventilating i decide to go another way, to somewhere i might stay.

I´m trembling, trying not to go blind. I´m not far away to loose my mind. It feels kind of hard to swallow.
I´m standing on the top of Mount Yurway.

And when i´m here i always come to late. I never try hard enough and i´m seriously engaged to thoughts of late surviving. It´s much harder than i thought. I start to think and i wanna run and i´m back on square one.

I´m trembling, trying not to go blind.........












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she devil (tingsek)


Confusion's running through her veins. it's a major depression.
She's getting closer to insane, pointless injections.

do do do do........

She's in a lonely heart parade, walking naked.
She's earning her right to remain, caked with enjoyable lies.

















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back home (tingsek)


I would never belive my self
if i saw this a year ago.
I´m actually enjoying my self
when i´m doing what i use to hate.
Can you belive i´m sitting here again.

I fill my soul with memories alone I´m laughing.
I wonder what it was that made me lonely.
I´ve never had such peace and comfort now I´m crying.
Happiness is rushing through my,
through my veins.

I met someone i won´t forget
but she´s thousands of miles away.
I´ve got something left back home
but I´m trying to forget.
Can you belive i´m sitting here again.

I fill my soul..........





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stuck (tingsek)


Incredible silence, falling down and realising,
it takes it all to a much better place.
It´s a journey through a whole lotta hell,
suffering, moaning before i could let someone in to tell what It means.

I was stuck to the ground to be around life in general.
to learn how to see my friends and locate the sources of life.
All my burdens melts to the ground to be around ignorance and
hate towards the people that i forgot how to hate but now It´s gone.
Ijust want my soul to sing along.

My cry was cold and I was trying to call for help but then i noticed
this silence cutting through something inside of me.
It made me show myself reality through misery and it left me to discover
what I had and what it means.

I was stuck to the ground..........







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suicidal highway (tingsek)


You sold your soul for rehablitation It´s constant pain
Your eyes reflected fear and realisation of constant pain.

You shimmer in blue `cause you can see the end of the highway
With wornout shoes you see me at the end of the highway.
You shimmer in blue `cause you can see what you´re gonna be.

Just before you made it to the end of the road you found a path
leading to the stars where your soul has been hiding from all what
you could be. But your back again.

You shimmer in blue.........












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always unexpected (tingsek)


Pain something hard to belive in I can´t handle my problems It´s just the same.
But just when I got a grip of the situation a lightning struck my head and I´m back again.
I can see you. You`re holding on to life.

I am crying, trying to know what it means how it feels to go.
This can´t be supposed to be
it´s confusing me.

I am calling, calling for help singing songs just to improve my ability of handling and feel.
This one is for you, locked up in heaven for nothing and it feels like this wound is never gonna heal.
I can see you.
Your holding on to life.

I am crying trying to know.........










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breathe (josefsson)


Look at the sky i have never seen it so clear.
I´ve tried to deny it but there´s nothing left to fear.
I´ve decided to follow my heart and head but i´ve been breaking my bones instead,
so mislead.

I throw myself into the blue I don´t know what it takes.
I wanna know what difference it makes.
I won´t be scared i take my share of what the world can give me.
I´m lying in the hands of destiny.

Look at me now i am standing here on my own.
I don´t know quite why, but i´ve never felt less alone.
Somebody gives me the strength to be like I am.
He offers me loving I just don´t want this to end.
I´ve decided to follow my heart and head but I
ve been breaking my bones instead,
so mislead.

I throw my self into the blue..........





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the role of a soldier (tingsek)


Let´s switch from attraction to romance and face what silence says.
Let´s breathe and softly surrender what before may have been a mess.
Today I lost the part that my sense once told me to play.
Let´s not say what comes next, don´t leave yourself.

Let´s just roll into not thinking what to do.
Plant a growing rock and see its height no matter what.
And climb it if it hides.

I walk my way through the blindness that I thought would make me strong.
But now you made me realise, I was just hiding from my self.
So let us fill the parts together around my old play.
That I thought i could do by myself.

Let´s just roll into...................









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