Thank U

How about getting off these antibiotics
How about stopping eating when I'm filled up
How about them transparent dangling carrots
How about that ever elusive kudo

Thankyou India
Thankyou terror
Thankyou Disillusionment
Thankyou frailty
Thankyou consequence
Thankyou, thankyou silence

How about me not blaming you for everything
How about me enjoying the moment for once
How about how good it feels to finally forgive you
How about grieving it all at one time

Thankyou India
Thankyou terror
Thankyou Disillusionment
Thankyou frailty
Thankyou consequence
Thankyou, thankyou silence

The moment I let go of it was
The moment I got more than I could handle
The moment I got more than it was
The moment I touched down

How about no longer being masochistic
How about remembering your devinity
How about unabashedly bawling your eyes out
How about not equating death with stopping

Thankyou India
Thankyou Providence
Thankyou Disillusionment
Thankyou nothingness
Thankyou clarity
Thankyou, thankyou silence

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ahhh ho oh
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