Insane

There's a road to my life
which I haven't found yet
lots of things in the way
things IŽd like to forget
memories and the dreams
about what could have been
they persist for the cause
of just being mean

Don't you know, I am insane
Haven't you heard, you're the one I should blame
Don't you know, I am insane
in this world without hope, without help

I need some help to clean up
the mess that I make
You know the help I once had
she split once I bled
To realise what I've done
you have to feel what I've felt
not just know who I am
and with which problems I delt

The wounds you have caused
are now a part of me
a part of which I'm not proud
and that never will heel
But I know that one day
the future will give
me the aid that I need
to wake up and live