Sitting alone
Evolving out of darkness
The world turning it's face against me
Having great trouble coping with life.

When the new order comes
I'll be the one to judge your mortal souls
Sacrifice the unworthy, slay them all
Care for no one who doesn't deserve my caring
Bloodshed and agony as darkness overwhelms me in it's purity.

Meaningless presence remembered, thoughts about life known to be wrong
Wandering alone in the darkness, an opening vsiualizes
An opening to end my misory, to take me away from all this pain
The angel of Death appears and stands by my side, pushing me forward
In screaming agony I pick up the knife, to let it sink deep into my flesh
Feeling of warthm as blood streams out of my body coloring the ground red
I don't want to be like them, rather be dead
An easy way to end this eternal suffering, minds being polluted
With happiness in my eyes, I lay down to wait the end
Darkness.

Lifelight remembered
Yet, it hasn't been shining
Leaving me wandering around
Nowhere to go, no one to know
My eyes get blurry, my sight fade away
To move on in life
Not let anyone see
Stand alone in the darkness
Open your heart
Accept the ones who aren't like me
The darkness fades away

I thought you were like me
Then I discovered that so it was not
You had someone who cared for you
Leaving me all alone with no one at all
Thinking of life with you, shatters the thoughts and faces reality
Wandering around with nothing in sight
My mind's occupied with meaningless thoughts
The thought's about you I can't get out of my head
You couldn't say it yourself, it had to reach me trough someone else
I'm alone in this hostile world, yet I'm not
My life must come to an end, an end caused by myself

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