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Brought to life with no desire to live Endless time of suffering Was about to end my life When I met you You made me smile and laugh My world of darkness shattered Sun started to shine on me You were always there and we spoke for hours and hours I felt great and you meant everything to me Then I found out and darkness buried me once again My suffering's back, I'm through with life I can't be angry on anyone, I can only realize how pathetic my life is. Yet, you still means everything to me |
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Never wanted to set foot on this earth Tired of my own presence Wanting internal peace From outside it's all normal On the inside I scream of agony Hates this world and everyone in it Everyday I'm writing my epitaph Already planned my own funeral Have written the will Waiting for the end to come |
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What has it to give? A painful misery for me Afraid of myself and my thoughts Afraid of what they may cause An ending to my life A neverending rest Losing life, not a loss but a win With gleaming steal I cut my wrist Blood leaves my body A shadow falling over my eyes Falling down Screaming of pain The floor turns red I'm laying still waiting to die |
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Everything feels so worthless My body trembles in pain Too proud to ask for help Being alone in the darkness Can't hold anything sincere Sitting alone Total darkness haven't got anyone in life Rip me apart, spread my body Let me die and leave this earth I don't wanna live |
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Want's me in it's haven Lifelight taken away Drains my soul I don't react, laying still Waiting for the end The feeling of fear overwhelms me I shut my eyes, wanting to die |